there is a slight slump in my posture today, that swing in my step is missingmy championness has been questioned. i am no longer - a champion. or ratherthe champion that i thought i was. the one place i wanted to work called and saidi lack experience. the "however" was pinchy. although i am happy being where i amit would have been nice to know my worth. which right now isnt much. maybe its mypreconceieved ideas about what constitutes worthyness or maybe im just not good withrejections. well then again who is? its sad that yu imagine all these worthy things for yurself and blump the bubble bursts.such is life my friend. such is life.