uncertainty my friend is the name of the game. it aint all that bad...but it does tend to get to me.
applied twice to the teachers program - didnt get in. Accumulated as much volunteer experience as i could in these two and a half years which is supposedly why i didnt get in (lack of volunteer experience) and spent $200 but to no avail. I didnt get in. What the hell yaar? i mean in two and a half years, studying full time for the most part, how exactly am i supposed to have 10 years worth of volunteer experience?? haan?
and then when i apply to the less-recognized, less-worthy certificate for edu, that doesnt work out either! apparently none of the courses offered this semester are in that Godforsaken 'list' of courses that i need for the certificate. And i have done 5 that are needed - sirf ek baaki hai! only one course needed but just my luck - not offfered in the semester after which i graduate. Isnt life sweet?
im sorry to bitch so much but it just frikking gets to me. Can you please understand muy dilemma i want to ask them? as an individual student? not as some number on your system...make an exception thats what you tout yourselves for - for being pro-social justice and blah blah...well what abt it?
lagta hai i will end up with this most generic degree and have nothing to do...well surprise surprise. Perhaps i shouldve stuck to the old business one - atleast job mil jaati.
i hate them - i have a bad feeling this wont work out- that the certificate wont happen either. I thought of writing them a long letter...perhaps something of this sort tthat ive written here.You pride yourself at being multicultural and socially aware and give 'minorities'precedence - well aint that deep? and whered all of it go ? its not like i didnt try...
sorry this is such an angry narcissistic post but hey what the hell