Looks like these uncertain, neverending times that have left me in a limbo for the past 4 years are finally coming to a close...then again, who knows!
Very ironic life is...what a damn cliche but then again cliches are cliches because of their probability factor...itni daffa ek cheez ho gi sub ke saath to hee cliche banay gi na
all this time, reminiscing, homesick bla bla and now we're staying because of good old moi.
ooh that reminds me of aaminah haq in tft...such an easy way to be crude.use 'moi'! waisay ill tell you one thing; after going to quebec i have a newfound respect for french , the french here, that is. i remember feeling damn! i wish i knew this language that these people talk in with such passion, such .. cant find the word...almost jhungliness but in a nice way. the words feel like big objects falling from these people's tongues. You go into any shop wagaira and theres the "bonjour" although they say it "baun-sua" - umm yes that is precisely the point - that i dont even know what im talking about- i just wish i could feel these object-like, full words on my tongue. but i cant. i digress. yes so we are here now because of yours truly and i just don't know what will happen next....so i am going to play along and see whats in store for me. Cant wait to go to Khi for this short trip...and then inshallah one day back for good. i think i have spent about 80% of my time here thinking about this subject, so henceforth the thoughts shall remain lodged in my khi-obsessed brain and not be played-with/said aloud/written-about because quite simply i am sick of my own obsessing.
there has to be an end to this somewhere...but where?