idealistic, confused, 20something mom rambling about life

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i am back. i finally have access to the internet. finally.but i do not have word. so i write in notepad :)that sounds like someone speaking bad englishwho the hell cares if you speak bad english man? ooh trust me alotof ppl do. good clothes, good english, 'proper' - oh how i hate those wordsso i get up everyday and wonder...what to do today hmm?after complaining, whining and grumbling for a month and a week i sent my resume to a couple of places yesterday. i have nothing to do and amliterally feeling useless and rusty. so i came here thinking oh ive changed, i ama champ etc etc and bloody hell i cant even speak my mind because...because i dont know. lets get political shall we. i have alot to spew. they allsubscribe to the "poor pakistanis" view - aray baba they bombed the bloody tube!! yes yes these very people amidst us - these people that hate all minorities, thatread with bowed heads going up-down up-down, that want the hasba bill for us,that believe a woman's place is within the walls of a shuttlecock burka. they think there is a zionist conspiracy thats trying to defame pakistanis. all ofthis was done by the jews. ostrich-mentality anyone? introspection haraam!arey baba london had the largest anti-war protest, i argue with my cousin - theydidnt want to go to war - its not the innocent ppl you kill that were pro-war anywayyes but but but they say and speak like the people on tv. brazilian dies so big bruhaha they say'pakistani hota tau kuchh bhi nahi batatay' - victimized, complexed nation we are.
apart from the bs though, its good to be back.

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